eyes
i know you saw it coming….i am disgusted by you,too.
more or less? i dont know.does it matter? i dont know.
but i do know you saw this coming.
why?
i dont have the right to ask.
i was right there.all along.i knew it.yet i was there.selfish motives.don’t we all work on those?
and yet,they piss me off.each one of them.and its not just the possesiveness.its the fact that they are so dumb.so helpless.so addicted.so fucking naive.so low.so pointless.
and i hate to be one of them.
as i remember each of your carefully chosen words…all i can do is wonder if you saw this coming too…
so i force myself to go bak to the old torment…pointless,harrassing old habit.
3 months ago